Thank y'all for all of your comments in addition to emails making certain I was okay.
I've had a hectic few weeks in addition to receive got been wanting to update y'all on things, but truly only needed some fourth dimension for things to calm downward first.
As many of y'all know, this hasn't been an piece of cake pregnancy for me. I had horrible all twenty-four hours morning time sickness for the commencement xv weeks.
And it didn't halt there.
For the by 3 months (since virtually calendar week 17), I've been fighting off preterm project in addition to I haven't been able to produce much other than lay on my couch. Weekly Dr. visits, nonstop tests, in addition to multiple trips to the hospital...it's been the hardest few months of my life. But, I've tried to remain positive, non complain likewise much, in addition to non learn likewise lamentable virtually all the materials I can't do.
There receive got been a few weeks where I've only cried in addition to cried in addition to basically been a blob of tears, in addition to and hence at that topographic point are weeks where I produce okay in addition to am able to grip whatever is thrown at me. It varies widely.
So hug Jesse if y'all come across him.
So hug Jesse if y'all come across him.
The proficient tidings is that babe is well for y'all in addition to hence am I. My cervix, although stable hence far, is extremely brusk in addition to a constant trace of piece of job concern for my doctor
(I never take in the twenty-four hours would come upward when I would receive got to verbalise the give-and-take 'cervix' on my blog. You're welcome.). This causes me to experience H5N1 LOT of Braxton Hicks contractions, in addition to to experience similar I can't live on my feet for longer than 10-20 minutes. But, nonetheless, nosotros are marching on, babe in addition to I, in addition to nosotros are determined to learn far every bit far every bit nosotros can.
(I never take in the twenty-four hours would come upward when I would receive got to verbalise the give-and-take 'cervix' on my blog. You're welcome.). This causes me to experience H5N1 LOT of Braxton Hicks contractions, in addition to to experience similar I can't live on my feet for longer than 10-20 minutes. But, nonetheless, nosotros are marching on, babe in addition to I, in addition to nosotros are determined to learn far every bit far every bit nosotros can.
I am currently 29 weeks, in addition to alongside each passing day, I celebrate some other victory. I can't fifty-fifty start out to say y'all how far away 29 weeks seemed when this all started happening roughly calendar week 17.
So, none of this is ideal, in addition to it's definitely non the pregnancy I had envisioned...the i consummate alongside babe showers in addition to motherhood photos in addition to assembling a beautiful plant nursery (you know, all of the superficial nonetheless fun materials everyone looks forwards to). It's been to a greater extent than of a vii calendar month long panic assault filled alongside barf in addition to tears. But this is life, in addition to sometimes life has a agency of giving us what nosotros involve rather than what nosotros want. So, every bit I ever endeavour to produce when having a difficult time, I've been thinking a lot virtually what this experience is trying to learn me.
And inwards this instance, I know that life was telling me non to accept a unmarried affair for granted. And hence when I await around, rather than seeing all of the things that receive got gone wrong, I come across how much my dear for Jesse has grown alongside each passing twenty-four hours (as he takes every burden he tin off my shoulders in addition to continues to demo me unconditional dear despite my moodiness in addition to calendar week long stints of wearing the same maxi dress), in addition to most of all, I come across how absolutely thankful I am to live continuing on alongside a well for y'all pregnancy.
Who tin complain, really.
Who tin complain, really.
So, that's what's been going on.
My sincerest apologies for beingness a lilliputian sporadic alongside the spider web log posts these days. We finally finished the bulk of our basement lastly weekend (Well, Jesse did.) in addition to receive got truly been living downward there, every bit nosotros decided upon some lastly infinitesimal renovations to the upstairs earlier the babe comes. And yes, I'm a crazy person. I hope to live able to share all of this alongside y'all guys over the class of the adjacent calendar month or two, but I won't brand whatever promises, every bit things are a lilliputian hectic in addition to difficult to predict. Plus, I only motion a lilliputian slower than green correct now.
Thank y'all guys hence much for beingness hither in addition to for your patience alongside me every bit I learn through the adjacent lilliputian while.
Tootie in addition to I volition basically live doing this until the terminate of June:
'Til adjacent time!
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